Depresive Antidote

When you love yourself
You feel deserving...
When you love yourself
You feel deserving...
The excitement of their eyes chill the hairs at the back of your neck sending the awareness down your spine.
Every harsh word, judgement or action from you has led me to truly appreciate me.
"I would never do that to you!" I raged. "What is wrong with those people?" I asked rhetorically. My daughter looked at me like I had two heads which confused me further. Here I raged for her and she's annoyed at me.
I feel angry that my Dad wasn't there to protect and guide us through the mine field of Mom. I feel angry that my Mom loved my sisters more and better than she did me.
Everyone in life has experienced the one that comes across as better than, the one that looks down on everyone...
When you said I was welcome, But not my kids, Or my dog...
When my mother died, writing the obituary was left to me. My husband said it was the funniest thing to see my eyes literally glaze over and stare off for the longest time. Finally he broke the silence...
No, I can’t buy my car flowers or chocolate and hold its hand with my pinky finger. Well, I suppose I could buy the flowers and chocolates but the flowers would just die in the back seat and I would eat the chocolate.
I remember your smell, the mix of hard work and airplane engine grease and cigarettes.